Wednesday, 1 September 2010

"What we call the secret of happiness is no more a secret than our willingness to choose life" Leo Buscaglia

Half a kilo of dried sour cherries.
Four chicken and sour cream enchiladas.
Three peanut butter cups.
100g milk chocolate.
A whole tirimasu.
2 cups of coffee with whole milk.
1 rhubarb crumble with double cream.
1 glass of strawberry and lime cider.
I still don't feel anything.


  1. I <3 you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Message me if you need ANYTHING. Even if its just to vent.

  2. hang in there!!! please don't give up; stay strong and keep your head up because no matter what you are beautiful. you are beautiful.

  3. I like the title quote, but hate that you're filling a void with food

    & random, but what do dried sour cherries taste like?

  4. The void's a bitch, but it will close. It'll only take some time. Until then, don't forget we're here for you & we love to have you smiling. I'm sending you tons of hugs through cyber space and I hope you'll get them.

    O one tip, try shopping. It helped my friend a lot when she dealt with something similar.

    Lots of Love,


  5. why replace one shallow habit with something like shopping- those things willnever make you feel the satisfaction you truly desire, the satisfaction of breathing in and really BELIEVING " i am enough as i am, i appreciate and honor this body that was given to me so that my spirit and my energy can appreciate the day"
    I think from the way your blogs sound you have been dealing with alot but ana is not you it is a part of your body that represents the hole that you feel in other areas of your life.
    you are enough, you always have been and always will be